Tell me it's more than enough

Day four: To myself

You bloody idiot. What the hell are you doing to yourself?
You just totally put your heart on the line again, didn't you learn your lesson last time 'round?
Great. You're gonna stick with what you're doing too aren't you?

You're just digging yourself a deeper ditch.

You're only gonna fall harder.

You're way out of line here. Just stop everything you're doing.

You're way in over your head and really not helping anyone.

You know what? I'm sick of you making the wrong choices.
Why can't you just do something right for once?
Aren't you going to at least try in chemistry? The design industry isn't going to do you any good because you're not even that great!
...English, you say? Journalism, perhaps? Yeah. Good luck. You'll need it.

...Maybe stop being too mean to yourself now. Let's see... what's good about you?
Your hair's pretty long. Good job with that.

Be ok soon, Tuyen,
Tuyen (haha).

The lists throughout this post are ones I've written up in my journal.

You have no idea how many curse words this post had originally started out with.
I've been pessimistic today and I'm not sorry.
Though, I do hope everyone is smiling, eating well, loving, and enjoying what's left of the holidays...
I love you guys.

{ What a freak... }