Saturday, August 14, 2010

FROM A MESS TO THE MASSES


I wanted you to be the person I told all my secrets to,
But then I realised that you became one of them instead.
Y'know, I'm actually beginning to think that I imagined everything that happened all along.
I made you up. I made everything up. 
It was never real.


I ran yesterday. Fuck, I ran like crazy.
I got home from school, got changed and I bolted out the front door.
Nothing daring to consume me but the music pumping into my ears. Because I was running.
Away.
From everything.

Temporarily.

I ran for over an hour from neighbourhood to neighbourhood,
Passing God-knows-how-many vehicles,
Taking the inside roads not caring if I got lost...

It's a Saturday. Funny thing is that I got up at seven this morning.
I had a mug of tea and went walkabout for a while.
I over think the thoughts that I was already over thinking.


Today's going to be a good day.
Tonight's going to be amazing!
I'm going to have the most funnest of funs. I'm going to laugh and dance and go completely ballistic. 

...Oh yeah. Then, I'm going to wake up for work the following morning. 

2 thoughts:

  1. I love walking/running around the neighbourhood, it gives me time to think about life, and what I could do.

    xx Diana
    Have a great weekend

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  2. Sometimes I feel that way too.

    I hope you're okay Tuyen. Have a wonderful night.

    Stay warm safe and happy :D

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